First of all, I have a mindset in my mind to just help my family after all the bad decisions that I have made for myself. I decided poorly with regards to the blessings that I have encountered in my life. I have been given the privilege to be on the spotlight and to be worshiped but all that is a waste for me because there was no formal agreement on this there is only heresy and mockery and gossip. Only manipulation of my brain and belittling and shame and death. But I fight all this because I'm not yet ready to die. In the midst of all this trouble, he came back again in order to help me and fight in my side. Suddenly, help kept on pouring in, even though my life was still in danger but still there are friends from the outside who wants to rescue me. I wanna say thank you for the friends from the outside who came to help me and have prolonged my life. I cannot pay you in cash but I want you to know that I learned because of you guys. I wanted to repay you with all of your kindness in this letter. You already know who you are. I want all of you to know that you got a special place in my heart and that I will continue to live.
Well, in the first place, it is all my fault because I have fought the wrong side. It is because I stand firm on the faith I have found since 2005. Maybe if I am not stubborn there would have been no problem for me. If only I have obeyed them my life would have been easier but in fairness to me I have cooperated with them to the best that I can but I am abused, what they want for me is to die. Thank you for all the haters at least I learned how to be strong and most of all I am sorry for the mistakes that I did to you. I admit that I am the first one who committed mistake against all of you and I deserved to be punished but the death that you wish maybe I'm not yet ready for that. I know that you will not accept my apology because for you I am just a trash and a nobody, well, I will not be persistent to make you like me but still I wanna say sorry. I am not asking for you to like me, I just want you to know how I feel. Maybe you will feel that I tricked you but I want you to know that I just did all that I can in order to live.
I wanna say thank you for all the kindness that I have received and also thank you for the haters who have helped shaped my personality.
Thursday, June 23, 2016
On a bright sunny day, a band of army of Zeus fell into the place of Tartarus in order to collect homage to their God Zeus but the rebels doesn't want to pay homage to the great King instead it declares war against the great God Zeus. Zeus sent for his son Aries in order to lead the battle and the fight was fierce. Finally the rebels was disarmed and was forced to slavery. And one of the slaves was Venus, the young girl who is a fox hunter. There was a great celebration in Mt. Olympus in honor to Aries for his victory in war. There were lots of foods and the wine flowed in the streets. There are competitions as well. In a cage fight, a young girl was forced to bring down a tiger in exchange of her freedom. Luckily, the girl was able to beat the tiger and she and her other friends was given freedom. But after that victory, she doesn't like to go back to Tartarus because there is no future there instead she joined the band of hunters in Olympus in order to have a living. The great God Zeus was overwhelmed with all the achievements that Venus has so He declared her as an adapted daughter of Olympus. Zeus held a feast for the declaration of Venus as an adapted daughter and the whole Olympus was greatly overjoyed with the declaration. But after several months the rebels broke out again in Tartarus so this time around Zeus sent Aries and Venus to lead the battle. There was great bloodshed in the battle and Aries armies almost cut in half of their numbers. So Venus got a brilliant idea, Aries, what if we do not fight them instead we make friends of them and share what we have to them maybe they will be grateful to us and they will stop fighting against us. Aries agreed with the idea because he was also greatly outnumbered. Venus held a speech in the public square of Tartarus saying her propositions and agreements with the people of Tartarus. "I will not make war with you anymore because I realized that we are all brothers and sisters sharing the same visions of peace and prosperity". What are we to do Venus? All we have to do is just to share what we have to others and in that way we need not fight against each other in order to stop this war. The people of Tartarus agreed with the propositions of Venus and because of that peace was achieved between the people of Tartarus and Olympus. For the final event, Zeus declared Aries as the god of war and Venus the goddess of love and peace.